This week has been long and difficult in many places. T-Boy has not been easy, 1000 days since Rich died was definitely not easy, moving bedroom was a long way from easy. BG's birthday was yesterday, and just about put the tin lid on things.
I sent her an e-card - I don't have an address to send her a proper card or a present or something like that. Part of me doesn't expect it will be opened. Part of me doesn't expect she will even know it was there. A bigger part of me hopes it will be, and hopes her mother is generous enough to her father's memory to acknowledge that we exist. Part of me is just sad that in losing Rich we lost BG as well.
Maybe one day we'll see her or hear from her again. I'll give her the box of stuff we have for her, and talk to her about it all, go through it all.
I just hope she knows we are always going to be here for her, whenever she needs us or wants to know what happened to her father.
In other news, I'm working on a Sunday morning again. Yay. Then we'll be taking T-Boy back to his mothers, and collecting the AC, and that will be the holidays over. We achieved a lot though this holidays, hard though they were.
That which doesn't kill us makes us stronger!